窗外又在飘起了雪
稠密 粗壮 的雪刨
不停地落在地上
心里隐藏的内伤
被雪刨再次割伤
内心深处的悲伤
冰封的回忆
随着旧伤口 拼命流出
每一滴回忆之血
都带有
你的温柔
你的慈祥
还有那只有你能给的温馨
谁说只有为人母才有母爱
你的爱 不比母爱少 不比母爱逊色
宁愿夜夜抱着枕头痛哭
宁愿天天看着照片悲哀
宁愿把自己逃离有您影子的地方
也不愿接受你离开的事实
这伤痛比刀割还要深
这回忆比雪还要沉重
踏着脚底下的雪
仰望从天而落的雪粒
幻想你就在天空中的一个角落
看着我们的一点一滴
默默地支持
依然无条件地付出您那无限的爱
Done!
End of this semester!!!!! officially by finishing the exams. I hope I did well for that... looking forward to finish next sem and go back to M'sia. Can't wait to see my friends, my family and HER! Hope she still the one... sorry for leaving you there, hope i am never too late!
Ended my Day with the Manchester United v Manchester City game...! MU won 3-1... but annoyed with Tevez's goal at Old Trafford...anyways, he is a good player...!
Ended my Day with the Manchester United v Manchester City game...! MU won 3-1... but annoyed with Tevez's goal at Old Trafford...anyways, he is a good player...!
Wish me luck
First exam in UK
My dream to get 1st class (unrealistic dream)
My aim to prove Cardiff U wrong for putting me into hard time
Would starts from this 2 papers...
Wish me luck pls!
and also good luck to my fellow coursemates... CHEERS
雾
天空蒙眬一片
雾气差点就吞拼了大地
仿佛也吃掉了声音 让周围特别宁静
眼前犹如蒙上了一层层的纸巾
让人非常不安
深夜时分
独自一个人走着
天气冷而不寒
单身独影 却不寂寞
心情反而 分外得沉重
此景此地 心中的感觉
就是无法形容
沉重 之外 还是沉重
点了收在口袋中已久的香烟
开始了吞云吐雾
久违的烟草
还是烧不掉
对她的思念
走过了这段被蒙眬雾气遮盖的 小路
拨开了眼前让人窒息的 迷雾
她会不会就在眼前？
旧伤
以前打球弄伤拇指，没有好好治疗，照顾，变成了旧患，而且还越来越严重。去年还勉强可以，现在写字一快会很酸痛。
糟了，开始担心了，下星期要考试了，lawpaper这种分秒必争的考试，写得慢真的不用考的了。多么后悔当年打排球校级赛是弄伤后不好好打理，现在欲哭无泪，连西医也说没有办法了。
怎么办？
糟了，开始担心了，下星期要考试了，lawpaper这种分秒必争的考试，写得慢真的不用考的了。多么后悔当年打排球校级赛是弄伤后不好好打理，现在欲哭无泪，连西医也说没有办法了。
怎么办？
Writting speed dropped
Last year exams, i can write at least 4 pages in 40mins, but now, not even full of 3 pages. How am i going to go to exams...? cant even write fast..... dunno what can i do for it...
Dissapointment
I was looking outside the window every morning for the past two weeks, waiting the postman, the UK Royal Mail staff, to send me my parcels from Malaysia, which sent by my parents.
The parcels surpose to reach 2 weeks ago, but i haven get it yet...Why am i always so unluckly, 2 parcels, not even one reach... lost in the way of transportation???
Started to give up, stopped to look out to the window to wait for the postman, to be dissapointed again. Maybe i am really that bad luck both the parcel lost because of some accident(comfort myself)?
The one above the sky likes to make fun of me, get used to it ady.
F off the one above the sky! As long as u happy!
The parcels surpose to reach 2 weeks ago, but i haven get it yet...Why am i always so unluckly, 2 parcels, not even one reach... lost in the way of transportation???
Started to give up, stopped to look out to the window to wait for the postman, to be dissapointed again. Maybe i am really that bad luck both the parcel lost because of some accident(comfort myself)?
The one above the sky likes to make fun of me, get used to it ady.
F off the one above the sky! As long as u happy!
Study! Study!
Feel like i am on the track... only 2 papers this semester... should be alright? i dunno, am i over confidence or underestimated the papers? i feel like finished everything.... just haven memorize... haihz...
So lazy, 24hours a day, only 2 hours really studying...
What the hell i am doing ....?
So lazy, 24hours a day, only 2 hours really studying...
What the hell i am doing ....?
11.46am
It is another snowing day, i am not as excited as the first few times of snowing aready. MayBe because of really tired of studying and reading text boooks. 2 more weeks to exam, dunno whether i am well prepared or not. The first Final exam for subjects in UK, kind of stress...
I messed out my time, studying until at least 3am in the morning, wake up at 12 something. Bad habit, never study in the afternoon.........
again, eating my cereal.... but .. what can i do in the coming hours? hope i can study...
I messed out my time, studying until at least 3am in the morning, wake up at 12 something. Bad habit, never study in the afternoon.........
again, eating my cereal.... but .. what can i do in the coming hours? hope i can study...
Why I use "passion for life" as Tittle?
Because of him,
David Beckham, I start watching football because of him. Ya i know, his career dropped from the up of the moutain to the down of the hill, blame his wife?
However,
His passion for football motivated me. althought he have been critised, been left to the bench in the England team, but he never give up. He tried to do his part, even 10mins of substitution match he pays his best. Althought he is not as fast as C.Ronaldo or Walcott, as skillfull as L.Messi or A.Lennon, but his passion no doubt respectable to others. At least he didn't give up.
*If you are passionate in something, the possibility to succeed is much higher than if u are not passionate to something.*
Wish he can shines in the World Cup 2010, prove all the critisicm wrong.
clear sky
Just finished my studies at the Lounge, is 2.15am. Sounds hardworking but infact I am not, because i only started at 12am. At least i did something, right? (trying to comfort myself)
It's -11c outside, when i was on the way back, i stopped for awhile, attracted by the clear sky.
The stars shine, staring on it for few minutes. I started to ask myself... how long i never really look at the sky ? I really dunno..... 07-08-09... so many unhappy things happened... really feel mentally tired, thats why i am here...what i need to do is just study ...no more non-senses which was bothering me all the time...
however, still...freedom of mind exchanged with Homesick!
It's -11c outside, when i was on the way back, i stopped for awhile, attracted by the clear sky.
The stars shine, staring on it for few minutes. I started to ask myself... how long i never really look at the sky ? I really dunno..... 07-08-09... so many unhappy things happened... really feel mentally tired, thats why i am here...what i need to do is just study ...no more non-senses which was bothering me all the time...
however, still...freedom of mind exchanged with Homesick!
lepak
2 more weeks to exam... can't afford to lepak again... wasted few weeks just to lepak doing nothing for exams...
Chang Kai Ping , WAKE UP!
Chang Kai Ping , WAKE UP!
2010年的第一场雪
又下雪了
在2010年的第一天
给了新一年
一个
更美好的
更活力的
开始
虽然如期
并不没一个人都陶醉于这 冰天学地里
某人正为着莫某事 伤心 流泪 无助 无奈
我看在眼里
她的心比 堆积多时的白雪 还要沉重
她的感觉比 零下五度的温度 还好寒冷
但我相信 三年的感情
不会轻易被这么一场暴风雪
一击而倒
You deserved more than you have!
你应该在雪地中嬉戏
不该在雪地上独自流泪
*因为你的眼泪会让雪刨溶掉
我还要堆雪人的啊！*
smile more... ^you know who u are^
2010 的第一篇
每一年的每一天的每一秒的每一间事的每一个人的每一句话的每一个反应
都只有一次
人生没有从来的机会 把握每一天
把握眼前还没失去的
珍惜还存在于这空间上的家人
真诚对待交心的朋友
别让遗憾侵袭你的人生
每个人都有属于自己的一首主题曲
要记得别人的主题曲只是自己的插曲
不要为别人而活
要为自己而活
别人的眼光并不重要 最重要的是
我有我精采
都只有一次
人生没有从来的机会 把握每一天
把握眼前还没失去的
珍惜还存在于这空间上的家人
真诚对待交心的朋友
别让遗憾侵袭你的人生
每个人都有属于自己的一首主题曲
要记得别人的主题曲只是自己的插曲
不要为别人而活
要为自己而活
别人的眼光并不重要 最重要的是
我有我精采
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