永别2009

07 08 09
都不是什么好年
事业 感情 家庭 财运
无一不波折重重

希望2010 能带给
父母 更多欢乐笑声
哥哥 生意兴隆
大姐 工作顺利
二姐 顺利带上四方帽
可爱的洋洋快高长大
马来西亚和澳洲的兄弟前景竞秀
自己学业进步
还有在他方阿姨 永远快乐

这里比马来西亚 “多了” 八小时的2009年
就让我用伦敦的摩天轮
向2009年道个别
2010 say hello..
























摩天轮 请把快乐统统转到世界来

回到一个人

伦敦
和一年不见的姐姐
还有半年不见的表哥
有了短聚
突然觉得冬天不再冰冷
突然觉得自己并不孤单


表哥的
天天相伴
一起游乐
带我观光伦敦大城市
有如回到一起长大的童年
感觉的当日的欢笑声
还有当年无聊的玩乐
只是 今天 我们都已长大了、





姐姐的
疼爱 照顾 关心
更给了我家的感觉
好久没有被疼爱的感觉
谢谢你的钱包 并不因为它的价值不菲
谢谢你的关心
当你害怕我累时
当你担心我回去吃得好不好时
当你不断买东西给我带回去时
真的好窝心



回到宿舍
门外的水 被冷空气结成了冰
我的心那太短暂的温暖
再次凝固成 重重的冰块
因为我将回到
一个人的孤单

终于下雪

今早,天气异常地冷,拉开窗帘,眼前的一切让我惊讶。地上铺上了淡淡的薄雪,


心里立刻就想到了,终于下雪了




踢球的计划被这场雪给破灭了,但这场雪也带给我们无穷的欢乐...虽然几年前就已在欧洲旅行时见过下雪的情景,但依然有莫名的兴奋,毕竟旅行和在这读书的感觉,有着大大的不同。




我和两个朋友带着足球前往足球场去,可惜,关了,我们在雪中踢球的幻想不能得逞了。我们带着无奈的心情,在场外玩玩球,感受一下下雪的冰冷...看着雪越下越大,Shanker(我的朋友)开始了我们的雪球战,连老外也出奇不意地攻击我们,冰天雪地中,我感觉到了一杀那的温馨,虽然身在国外,家人不在身边,至少还有一班好朋友,我,并不寂寞...






黄昏时刻,我们赶到了海边看日出,可惜雾和云太厚,见不到这里知名的黄昏,要不然加上雪的承托,将会是最完美的一次。可能世上就真的不会有那么完美的事!

Yeah, A good Day!!!

Yeah, finished all my seminars for this Semester, and also done with my Land Law test... really a relaxing day, a day to celebrate!!! Last week I was really tired and stress..... now I am happy.. i am not going to touch any book today, going to rest my mind and soul... have a good day!
Planned to go watch ManU game at 8pm.. Tomorrow, going to start study again... for next month examss....


my seminar timetable..all done!



erm, another thing must mention is that my room was cleaned and tidy up by my slave...


the first time my clothes are folded well...wahhaha, before that i just throw inside the cupboard after doing my laundry...






Christmas is coming, the cards i sent to my parents....

Haunted room ????

Erm, 2 weeks ago, I was taking a nap in the afternoon after class, sudently i feel i pulled by "something", and "soul" like going up..i felt i m "on the air", what i see was covered by layer of white colour....I realize it was something wrong and i keep struggling, until i ""Wake up", the moment i wake up, i (soul)feel like i drop down...
Today, i off all my lights and wanted to take a nap, i couldnt sleep at all, feel uncomfortable, sudently my electronic dictionary on itself.....weird...... normally when i on my dictionary, there are some opening screen tone, but i didnt hear anything at all.....i am really sure that i didnt on the dictionary at all.......
wahhaa, any explaination ?

凌晨四点半

熬夜,又是熬夜的一个夜晚。
这一个月,除了忙碌,还是忙碌,每天坐着对书的时间,几乎超过走路的时候。
天资差的我,要再付出多少,才能做到?我不知道!
只知道好像与世隔绝,可以一整天不出房门,不冲凉不洗脸不刷牙不看电
看着窗外的天气,从天晴下雨,到的加入,再到天晴,我却依然没有离开过椅子。
幸好还有我在这唯一忠实的良伴,电脑,陪我度过熬夜的一分一秒。
在我想家时,它让我与大马的朋友聊天。
在我纳闷时,它让我在网上流荡放松。
在我无聊时,它让我在网上看连续剧。
在我暴躁时,它让我听歌舒缓情绪。
在我寂寞时,它在这部落格上听我倾诉。
离家以后,的确活得比较自我,没有了包袱,没有了烦恼...
但以为离开就能逃避的事,还是会久不久在脑中闪过
虽然知道该放下了,
可是...执着还是战胜理智...
可以说我固执,但依然放不下心里那一团不忿,那一道怨气!
是我离开的理由。
离家以后......就是想家

Early Christmas dinner

Friday night, Malaysian Society organized a early christmas dinner at Varsity, a pub+restaurant. It's abit early for Christmas dinner but due to holiday is coming soon, everyone will be going travel or going back to Malaysia, they decided to have an early one.
Although not all the Malaysian were there, but we still have our fun....


we start our Dinner with pulling Christmas Cracker hand-by-hand!
right after main course served, we had a Slave Aution, all the commitee members will be "sold", and also some volunteer to be sold...
Yes, i am one of the commitee members, I have been sold to my president, Alyshea for 10paun, wahha, quite cheap i know, because I am too normal and abit anti-social...? whaha..
By the way, I "bought" a girl as slave for 16paun(if i am not wrong, havent paid yet), hehe, planning to ask her clean my room and fold my clothes...


Melisa tan, my vice president, the one i respect the most in the commity


my slave, Marshalle










my lovely housemate... KENNY



the blue shirt guy is SATE, but he is not from Kajang!

bad luck

numbers of bad luck things happened, i have two phones currently, one of it bought from Malaysia and another one i bought here. The 1st one i lost it 1 week ago and the later one was damaged due to my negligence... sad.... luckily the new one was covered by insurance...have sent to repair...hopefully it's ok.!
Another thing... my laptop's fan wasn't functioning well, making annoying noise and some time totally not working. I sent to repair center, cost me GBP 10. It's not that bad, but still, starting of the month, 10paun gone....what a waste?
preparing for EU seminars tmr, 12am. and the seminar is tomorrow 1pm, i hope i can finish it on time.... dunno what i was doing 2 days ago.... feel like slapping myself for non productive days...

WTH fire alarm

it's 1am in the late night, the temperature is -3'c and the fire alarm triggered agian.... and we have to explose to this kind of weather.... WE PAID MONEY MAN!
spoilt my nap and mood, before this plan to take a 15mins nap and study but now i changed my mind, affected by the incident, decide to sleep now...
nitez!

Welcome winter!!

Aberystwyth said Welcome to me 2 months ago and I am here at Aberystwyth now say Hello, welcome to Aberystwyth to the Winter...
The winter here getting worse, there was a hail 2 days ago, and the temperature remained at 3-5c for 2 days.. and now, Tuesday 12.20am, it's 0'c... the freezing point.... whaha.. wonder will I become Ice or not...hehe...
Aberystwyth is a really nice place...anyone want to join me here?

一句话

戏中的一句台词,泛起了澎湃的心潮..
"人总会有遗憾,这就是人生?”
这句话说得很对,没错,人生就是有遗憾的,但如果人生注定有遗憾,人何必存在?何必固执地在这充满罪恶的世界上挣扎?何必为贪,憎,痴,恨,爱,恶,等七情六欲而疯狂?
世界明明就不公平,神创造世界,赐予人类喜,怒,哀,乐,却又用时间和生,老,病,死, 把人类的多愁善感玩弄于手中,让他们的人生有着放不下哀愁,甚至包憾终生! 是命运的错?还是人生总会有遗憾是对的?
我尚式改变命运,以为坚强不倒就能证明人定胜天,没想到最后是命运彻底改变了我,我输得彻底,但在我生命有限的时间里,我依然不会向〉〉命运你,俯首称臣!

Morning

Now is 9.04am, outside is raining quite heavily. I am having a 10am class, feel so lazy, just feel like continue sleeping...
Yesterday aready a non productive day.. today must study.....hope i can do it!

Good friday-saturday

I cooked chicken rice for my friends on friday night, we enjoyed the food and we had an overnight sharing section until 7am.

It's really fun fos us, we sang Msia National Antum and also some Msian patriotic songs like Jalur Gemilang together, whaha, i know it's stupid but we do have fun with that. Because, we really miss our Tanah Air, Malaysia so much.... the food there, family and also our Friends...

During our sharing section, we exchanged our feelings and experience. I learned alot from the others experience and also get to know others more with it, really enjoyed it so so much.

Time flies, our chatting section continued until 7am, the sun have started to rise to the sky, and we still don't plan to end it up....due to the football section on Saturday morning 11am, we have to end our section 7something to have a nap. We had a group hug before others leaving..(Shankar suggested that)

11am, the weather doesnt seem on our side, it was raining and we are not able to play football, that's really sad for me, Kenny and Shanker because we was looking forward for it since last week.....

However, we walked to the town to watch football and lunch. Liverpool was playing against Manchester City, Shanker is a die hard Liverpool fans, while and and Kenny is Manchester Fans. But we have the same enemy, so 3 of us support Liverpool gao gao..... but, the result wasn't satisfying, Liverpool almost lost to Manchester City FC, Thank to Benayoun equaliser 2-2, happy ending?

Friday and Saturday were not productive on my study at all, now have to start preparing my seminars next week...
:(


匪夷所思
这里的风特别强
强到令人寸步难行
走在路上 逆风而行的感觉
有如我的人生
反反复复 大起大落
曾经在谷底里挣扎 也曾经高高在上
曾经的沧桑 当初的遗憾
往日的悲伤 放不下的忧愁
以为一切无奈能随风而散
今天却被这傲慢的强风
噼叭噼叭地往我脸上拍打
佛佛沙沙地在我耳边私语
好!如你所愿!
你成功把从记忆中勾出
内心最深刻无奈的死别
一幕一幕地带到眼前
你这傲慢的顽风 何时才让我安宁?
*原来风并不能让事情随它而散
只能强硬地把往事带到你眼前*

姐,替我带些东西回家!

姐现在正在飞机上,在回家的归途,虽然我身在uk她在澳洲,我还是托她替我带些东西回家,那是什么?是欢乐!
自私的我,选择了离乡背井来到了这里,丢下他们俩老在家里,真的很内疚,相信这两年将是我人生最遗憾的时候。四兄弟姐妹里,哥哥已成家立室,大姐在国外做工,二姐和我则在外国留学。虽然说可以让他们享受一下二人世界,但没有孩子在身边的时候,难免不了会寂寞。想起他们的孤独,心里总是内疚不已,觉得自己非常不孝!
姐,你这次回去,将是他们的欢乐,一定要抽多点时间陪他们,尤其是妈,星期六爸去打高尔夫球时一定要在家陪她。可以的话早点起身陪妈到巴杀买菜,下午陪她去买杂货,或则带她出去走走。
我不能回去陪爸妈,全靠你了!

Reading week going to end soon..

Sunday night 9pm, just came back from friend's house, had a small dinner gathering, as usual. Nothing special but happy and fun, enjoyed the time with them.
3 more hours the Reading week going to finish, did nothing much during the week, other than the Manchester trip...
Since i came back from the trip, every day i am hiding in the room, lepak and doing nothing than eat, sleep, online and Watching drama.. that's is right? i know, because Reading week suspose to be doing some reading and catch up my studies, well i know, I AM LAZY...
The Seminar questions still inside my bag, haven take it out yet, and now i have to....feel so heavy to do that.... wonder why am i here for...still so lazy....
Really should work harder, next year summer holiday, the 1st step i step on Malaysia's soil must ensure myself have passed all the year2 papers..yeah, i know i can do it! hope it's not too late yet!

Depressing

now is only 445pm but outside is so dark like 10pm of M'sia, raining summore....

Manchester Trip-- The Stadium

Yeah... I just came back from the trip, was too tired yesterday night so didnt update the blog....


The trip is the most memorable trip in my life, obviously it's because i get into the Manchester United FC Old Trafford Stadium, took pictures inside, get to sit on the players seats and also the players changing room... i am still so exciting although i have left the stadium more than 24hours...!!!!!







standing here and take a pic, should be the dream to achieve for all the Die hard ManU fans


i will take a pics of wat i bought there soon




the changing room.... where Beckham got kicked on his face?
this is where Sir Alex Ferguson instruces the players on strategy or tactics before the games and during the half time rest.





the players international honours board



It's Beckham!



Legend, 106 caps, Sir Bobby Charlton






wow...






Next year i will definately watch a match at the stadium once before i leave UK.... Old Trafford... wait for me ok ??



Manchester!!!! I am coming



Going to manchester tonight, 730pm train...Old Trafford.....wait for me....I m coming, your super die hard fan....
Glory glory Man United!!!!


Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
As the reds go marching up up up!

Just like the busby days and days gone by,
We’ll keep the red flags flying high,
Your gonna see us all from far and wide,
Your gonna hear the Mans that sing with pride.

United, Man united,
We’re the boys in red and we're on our way to Wemberly!

Wemberly, Wemberly,
We're the famous Man united and we're going to Wemberly,
Wemberly, Wemberly,
We're the famous Man united and we're going to Wemberly

In ’77 in the stockham team,
Back in December '83,
And everyone will no just who we are,
They'll be singing que sera sera

United, Man united,
We’re the boys in red and we're on our way to Wemberly!

Wemberly, Wemberly,
We're the famous Man united and we're going to Wemberly,
Wemberly, Wemberly,
We're the famous Man united and we're going to Wemberly

Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
As the reds go marching up up up!

Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
As the reds go marching up up up!

Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
Glory glory Man united,
As the reds go marching up up up!

weather....

The weather here getting colder, very windy and keep raining... Looks like Winter is just around the corner, haven really prepare for winter, not sure whether my clothing are enought for the coming winter... hopefully it does.
Lost in studies, i dunno where i am, dunno where the scopes are, dunno what the lecturers talking about..... look at the text book i feel panic, i feel stress... really dunno where am i up to..... the LOST world...!!!!

first trip since i came to ABER

Welcome to The Nottingham Msian's Games....

almost all the Msian student Studying at UK attended the event, such a huge event, net ball, basketball, football, tennis and all kind of sports were playing on the University, actively participant by all M'sian.
There is also a "Malaysian Food Festival" held on the university, Malay food such as Nasi Lemak and few Msian local food were available in the hall. However, the food are not that clean, because me and few friends got food poisoning after that...and ofcause, it's not cheap at all...
Other than the food poisoning part, everything was good and happy:)
the Uni is so so nice....


I think the main aim for the event is to gather all the Msian, to meet each other, know new friends(which also Msian) and also let us to meet our friends from all around UK, i got to meet few of my friends too...




My secondary School friend, i think 3 of us are the only sentosarian at UK among our batch..they are couple, the tall guy is Justin and the pretty girl is Li Fang

Ofcause also my year1 help class mate...MAlar.
I had fun with my ABer Uni mates too... we went to the city, did some shopping..and also walk around the City....






Tse loong bought alot of stuff....




Tired of shopping and waiting for the 2 girlsss

we had our "pinic" beside the road...

night time of Nottingham is so beautiful....but we have to leave the City before 6pm because our coach will be leaving at 7pm...